
Hellooooo down there!
You guys remember that post last winter, right? The one where Barry made me…I mean convinced me…to banish my fears and come up on the roof on roof-shoveling day. Remember the shaking in the boots? The utter fear? The palpitating heart?
But I did it. Stepped off the ladderand gingerly inched across the slippery roof to the chimney. It was a day to remember.
I did it for the Blog. And later did it one more time for chimney cleaning. To overcome fear. To reach for the skies, as they say. And to have something to write about it for the blog.
Something happened on Saturday that brought those memories immediately to the forefront.
Barry is building an addition onto the garage to house his new 1976 twenty-four foot Sea Ray boat. I shouldn’t call it “new” any more. He’s had it for almost a year and a half. It’s his baby. Right now the boat is still at the fiberglass “doctor” up in Chassell getting medical attention. (It’s been up there a lot this year.)
The boat wouldn’t fit in the garage, so guess what? Several months ago the husband gets the smart idea he needs to build on to the garage. So he can work on the boat during the winter months. (Heaven knows how much this boat is going to cost us by the time it gets in the water…and then we don’t even want to think about what it will cost us then…)
So he’s been steadfastly building the little addition despite all the weather challenges this autumn.

The whole enchilada
The other day he comes in the house looking rather sheepish. Oh no, Trouble. You can just tell.
“Honey, can you come out and lend me a hand on the addition?”
“Oh sure,” I agree breezily, not really thinking what this means.
Out we go.
We reach the garage. He gestures toward the ladder with his hammer.
“Can you climb up there and hold the end of a board while I pound it in?” he asks.
(Here’s where all my maturity, spiritual or otherwise, completely deserts me. Here is where whining sets in. It is terrible.) I am back to quivering knees, a pit in the stomach, absolute fear. At first I tell him “No way, absolutely no way, am I going to climb that ladder, what are you thinking about, I can’t do it, where are your friends? No, no, no!”
But then, sucker that I am for attempting to overcome fear, I climb slowly slowly up the darn ladder, almost to the top….and then scurry down to the bottom almost in tears.
“NO I CAN’T DO IT!” I cry.
“Yes, you can,” the carpenter says. “Come on, Kathy, I really need you to help.”
“Noooooooooooooooooooooo!”
But once again I climb up the terrible ladder, and with shaking sweating palms thrust the feet onto the scaffold. Yep, I’m up there. OK. It’s been done.
Carpenter-husband starts to work, pounding. I obediently hold my end of the board. Pound, pound. I start peeking around, wishing for the camera. Where is the camera when you need it? How could you go anywhere without it?

The Man with the Rafters
Then it’s time to descend the ladder. Almost as scary. It’s a long long way down there. OK, breathe deep. Don’t think. Just step down, one foot at a time. (Excuse the crappy-looking shoes. They are the garden/work shoes, not the dressy sneaker variety.)

Long...way...down
So fast-forward to yesterday. I kid you not, this is what happened. Before we decided to drive to Silver Mountain (or in the middle of deciding) I realized I had no blog. And remembered the scaffold incident. And said to Barry, “Hey, give me the camera, I’m going up and taking pics for the blog.”
And proceeded to climb up the ladder, all nine and a half feet onto the scaffold, without even thinking. Without a moment of fuss. With no fear. Stood around and snapped photos and effortlessly walked down the ladder.

Looking down on our little house in the big woods
Which goes to show you. When you need photos or material for a blog, you’ll do just about anything.

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November 9, 2009 at 8:48 pm
bree1972
I can certainly relate to THIS post! When I think of some of the things I did this summer “just to have something to write about that day”, I shutter in my shoes. But darn, aren’t we living to the max!
November 10, 2009 at 8:08 pm
centria
Brenda, I’ll bet you have done as many wild & crazy things as I have–maybe more!! We are SO living to the max!
November 9, 2009 at 10:36 pm
Gerry
That is just a cool house. I love your house. And wasn’t this a great weekend for projects?
November 10, 2009 at 8:09 pm
centria
I just read the master carpenter your comment. He said “Right On!” Oh it was such a weekend for projects…You must have got some things accomplishd too.
November 10, 2009 at 3:31 am
winderjssc
Maybe, sometimes, the less you think about something, the easier it is to do, especially if you are motivated to get some good pictures! It puts fears in the background. I have certainly given myself more exercise in the past couple of years, and pushed more personal boundaries, just to get a good shot.
November 10, 2009 at 8:10 pm
centria
Yep, Jessica, have pushed those personal boundaries. Maybe that’s what keeps us spry in both mind, body and spirit. If we stop to THINK we might never do it at all.
November 10, 2009 at 7:43 am
Cindy Lou
You are completely blowing out of your comfort zones, aren’t you, sweetie? Your little house in the woods photo should be framed!
Only 2 more days til you wing your way to sunny San Diego!
November 10, 2009 at 8:12 pm
centria
Let’s keep blowing away all the comfort zones that keep us stuck! I am going to have to blow away a comfort zone in five minutes. It’s after 8 p.m. and just got done writing on the novel and now we have to go load the wood room. Again. Did so last night. But I get to play, hurray!, in just two days… TWO DAYS!
November 10, 2009 at 9:00 am
kathusitalo
Funny, I do not like ladders and heights as you described— but I love to fly in airplanes.
Have a great trip!
November 10, 2009 at 8:13 pm
centria
Hey Kath we’re the same. I don’t mind flying either. This time I fly from Marquette to Detroit, then Detroit to San Diego. Imagine, desert and palm trees and ocean in two days! (You guys don’t think I’m excited, do you?)
November 10, 2009 at 10:16 am
melinda
good for you! now.. just dive backwards off that roof into the abyss. just have faith and no doubts at all. go ahead. i’ll see you there.
November 10, 2009 at 8:14 pm
centria
Melinda, what did you just say, girlfriend? Dive backward off the roof? Ummm, maybe in your dreams!!! Or in my dreams. By the way, have you ever jumped out of an airplane in your dreams? Now that’s crazy!
November 10, 2009 at 2:33 pm
Jessica
ROFL I love that you would do anything for your blog. It’s like those Klondike commercials. I on the other hand would not have climbed the ladder, even for my blog. I am just content to not deal with my ladder issue at this time.
November 10, 2009 at 8:15 pm
centria
love that ! don’t deal with your ladder issue at this time…now I am ROFL! Barry (to whom I am reading these comments) just said the real issue is “but would she have climbed the ladder for her husband? No need to answer that one!!
November 10, 2009 at 9:02 pm
Jessica
May I plead the Fifth on that one? ROFL
November 10, 2009 at 2:47 pm
p.j. grath
Why is that as children we loved (at least I did) to scamper around on the roof while Daddy worked up there, and suddenly–surprise!–the height engenders frozen panic? Doesn’t it feel absolutely GREAT afterward, though? “I did it! I did it!” After going out on the rock ledge at Agawa to see the pictographs, I was giddy for the rest of the day. You’ve reminded us all of an important lesson, Kathy.
November 10, 2009 at 8:17 pm
centria
Pamela, I don’t ever remember scrambling around the roof as a child. I was probably the shyest scaredest kid you could imagine. I remember standing outside a spook house refusing to go in because I was so petrified. Probably would not have gone on a roof back then. But, hey, I am proud of YOU for your rock ledge feat. How awesome! We have to keep gently prodding each other out of our boxes, but still honoring the boxes for as long as we want or need them.
November 10, 2009 at 5:41 pm
flandrumhill
I love the ‘long way down’ photo. I’m often intimidated by heights myself and understand your hesitation to climb up there.
You’re lucky to have a husband with writing, mechanical and carpentry skills.
November 10, 2009 at 8:18 pm
centria
Barry just replied to you, “Absolutely!” (meaning all his skills, I think) but then he added, “And a boat!” Yeah, right. (glad to hear you are a scaredy cat too.)
November 10, 2009 at 9:10 pm
Emma
You did it!! You can fly!
Well, don’t fly, actually. Stay firm-footed up there. But good work!
November 11, 2009 at 8:35 am
centria
Well…ALMOST can fly, anyway. But it sure feels like we’re flying in our hearts when we do something daring…like overcoming a fear. (Until the next roof-climbing adventure.)
November 11, 2009 at 2:55 pm
Reggie
That shot from the top of the ladder directly down to the ground was enough to make my knees wobble.
You are so brave, Kathy!
And I couldn’t help laughing at your conclusion: “Which goes to show you. When you need photos or material for a blog, you’ll do just about anything.”
How inspirational!
November 11, 2009 at 4:38 pm
centria
Reggie, I am still in awe and amazement that you went back and read so many posts and commented on them all. Wow! Did your knees really wobble looking down that ladder? Mine sure did! And…yes…this blog has proved such an interesting year! I’m sure yours has, too.