
Big Eric's Bridge
After work today I drove out to the river. Ahhh…how nice to relax along the banks of the Huron River after a morning of squint-eyed juggling numbers and filling out forms. I thought about calling a friend to walk, but, as usual, opted to spend time solo just contemplating life and listening to the noisy roar of the river’s rush.
Thought about how I never know what the day’s blog will be about until sitting down beside the trusty computer and uploading the photos. Then letting the photos speak for themselves. Tell their story of the day.
In the beginning, way back in January and February of this outdoor commitment, I spent way too much time thinking about what to write in this blog. How to craft it. It almost became an obsession, trying to figure out what to say, day after day. What could possibly be entertaining, interesting?
Until one day, I just stopped. Decided the blog could write itself. I would work as the typist, and let the fingers have their say.

The rush of the waterfall
After I quit controlling output, the enjoyment of writing increased. I can’t TELL you how many hours of amusement I’ve experienced sitting behind the keyboard, letting the finger’s type, laughing hysterically at whatever decided to present itself. (A few family members and friends can attest to this.) Unlike other blogs I’ve written in the past, which could be very deep and serious and deep and serious and deep and serious…this one could be free and random and funny and whatever it wanted to be. Of course, it had to include the outdoor adventure. But beside that, anything was game.

Underwater rocks
Then some days the typing fingers seem to get serious. There’s a mood around here sometimes, an ambiance of philosophical pondering. It isn’t necessarily too deep (like those other blogs elsewhere) but it likes to speak in metaphor. It compares rocks and frost and trails and leaves to human scenarios. This voice has presented itself in the last few days.
A certain someone said last night (when I mentioned this fact): “I like your serious blogs best.”
Immediately I began to think: oh no! Should the funny one be censored? Refuse to let it come through? Should we axe her?

By the banks of the Huron River
Within five minutes of this exchange (five minutes, mind you!) I checked my email. Someone had written with these exact words: I like your funny blogs best. Your funny blogs are the best!
Right. Hmmm. Goes to show you can’t please everyone, so, as the song goes…you got to please yourself…

Yellow-green leaf dangles over river
I like to see what comes up. Funny. Serious. Philosophical. Photo essay. Whatever.
And that’s kind of fun in viewing other blogs, as well. The different tones and moods and parts of ourselves which reach up to express themselves. I don’t think we’re singular people. We’re so multi-faceted…and perhaps we like to keep some of our sides under wrap too often, tucked away in dusty corners of our psyche.

Shadows on fallen leaves
On the way back toward the bridge, smelling that autumn fallen-leave smell along the moist river-bank, I detoured up into the woods. And came upon a surprise, a mystery! The fruit of an unknown plant. Something never before seen by these eyes. What could it be?

Tiny yellow fruit! New! Exciting...never before seen.
I like the mystery of life. The unexpectedness of it. The way you can be silly one second and crying the next. The way you can feel unemotional and then deeper than the deepest river. Life is so unexpected. It’s such a gift, isn’t it?

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October 19, 2009 at 7:41 pm
Gerry
Mm-hmmm. Indeed we can’t please everyone, so we might as well please (and amuse, and move) ourselves. Anyone who says otherwise can get their own blog . . .
Now on to the important stuff. Tiny yellow fruits with whiskers! And little green caps! And . . . eyelets?
Gotta go rummage around in my dusty psyche. I’m hoping there’s a Gerry in there who will do the dishes while I go play on Facebook.
October 20, 2009 at 6:07 pm
centria
Hi Gerry! um, yes, second what you just said. And if you scroll way down it looks like Pamela might have the answer to our tiny yellow fruit with whiskers question. Whiskers? And truly hope you discovered that other Gerry…man, it’s great having so many facets to ourselves!
October 19, 2009 at 10:28 pm
Susan D
Kathy – you can’t go “wrong” no matter what you write (right). Your muse is so evident in what you wrote tonight, and you covered it all … again. It’s nice to get feedback … sweet, even. The spirit, however, refuses to listen and to be censored or stifled. It’s too big and too alive, and too wonderful … I laugh and cry with you and treasure both equally. What a magnificent adventure. So glad I get to come along.
Love you,
Susan D-2
October 20, 2009 at 6:08 pm
centria
Susan, as usual, you have the sweetest things to say. You can comment every night. That’s how much I like to read the sweet things you say.
Love that point about the spirit refusing to be censored or stifled. But, yes, it’s so lovely to get feedback. (when it’s good feedback, lol!)
October 20, 2009 at 6:45 am
Cindy Lou
Yup….I agree with Susan! I love them both – and like you’re surprised by what comes out every day, that’s the fun for me when checking it every morning. What will Kathy come up with today? Will it make me laugh? Will it make me ponder deeper things? Ahhh…..the unexpectedness of life!
PS – The rock photo is most definitely my favorite! Gotta love rocks!
October 20, 2009 at 6:10 pm
centria
Well, good. I am glad you like both parts, or whatever parts happen to come up. Guess where I am right now? At the Calumet Public Library! Barry is covering a junior high girls basketball tournament and I bee-lined for the library like crazy. By the way, yes, that rock photo was cool, I thought.
October 20, 2009 at 9:35 am
H. Forward
I like all of your blog posts. What you say in your writing reveals so much about your personality. And the different tones and moods of your writing make your blog real and personal…acoustic…not canned…if that makes any sense.
October 20, 2009 at 6:11 pm
centria
Hi! I think I was feeling insecure when I wrote this yesterday… THANK YOU for your support and saying such lovely things. No, you are right, I am not canned. A little crazy, maybe, but not canned. Smiles to you!
October 20, 2009 at 10:06 am
Reggie
I, too, love ALL your posts, Kathy. It doesn’t matter whether they are serious and philosophical, or if they have me rolling on the floor with laughter, or experiencing any of a range of emotions inbetween. I love the fact that you actually WRITE a post EVERY DAY, and that there’s always a photo to see too! I think that’s an awesome achievement.
I really hope that you’ll continue with this blog when the 365 days are over. Or maybe you’ll start another one, or change your format entirely – but regardless, you already have a huge, loyal following, and I’m sure we’ll follow you wherever you wish to go!
And your photos have really become so creative and playful, you seem to have grown in confidence as a photographer – so a big pat on the back, Kathy!
Blessings!
October 20, 2009 at 6:13 pm
centria
ALL the posts, Reggie? Yes, I guess writing a post every single day is more to the point. You write an awful lot of them yourself! I guess I stress myself out too much trying to be entertaining for ALL the posts instead of just allowing whatever to express itself without a care in the world. Oh what to do after these 365 days are over? Surely take a break for awhile, but after that…? It’s wide open! Thanks for that comment about growing in confidence as a photographer. That is surely happening. That’s been one of the greatest surprises of the year. Thank you so much, Reggie.
October 20, 2009 at 10:22 am
Sajib
I’m curious to know how did you take the shoot of underwater? Some water-proof camera?
October 20, 2009 at 6:14 pm
centria
Actually, Sajib, the rocks were underwater but I shot the photo above the water. But the result looked very similar to underwater shots that I saw taken last summer. Thank you for stopping by! I appreciate it.
October 20, 2009 at 10:23 am
stlm
Really great photos!! Reading your blog feels like listening to your mind speaking out loud.
October 20, 2009 at 6:15 pm
centria
Well there you have it, stlm. It’s just like talking out loud. Blathering away, but then hoping SOMEONE is listening.
Thanks for your compliment.
October 20, 2009 at 10:47 am
SallyK
Great photos – water is so calming. I feel lucky to drive down a road by a pretty river on my way to work every day – to see the seasonal changes, the birds and wildlife, the fisherman and kids wading, the ice and snow in the winter. Will be checking back to view nature in your part of the country. Thanks for sharing! North Coast Muse @ http://sally1029.wordpress.com
October 20, 2009 at 6:16 pm
centria
Hi Sally. Oh the water was so calming yesterday. Isn’t it nice when we can enjoy one on our way to work? And especially when we get out of the car and explore. I will try to check out your blog when there’s a bit of spare time. Do appreciate you stopping by and commenting.
October 20, 2009 at 10:57 am
kami
Wow. You have very beautiful photography! I love the underwater rocks.
I’ve been blogging for only a short time with a similar idea. I committed to going outside and riding my bike every day. This is make myself get outside and enjoy the world around me, but also to exercise. Sometimes I question the commitment to something that is primarily just writing for myself, so I really appreciate your post today. Onward!
October 20, 2009 at 6:18 pm
centria
kami, thank you. Glad you like the photography. Really? You’ve been going outside every day too? And riding your bike? I will check out your blog, too. I haven’t been on a bike in the ten months of this comittment so far. I suppose we do this mostly for ourselves, but it sure is heavenly when we discover others are actually listening and liking and reading and commenting. Why we humans need such support, I don’t know. I admire people who write just for themselves. (Maybe one day I will mature to that level!) Thanks for commenting.
October 20, 2009 at 1:13 pm
Deborah Godin
I only discovered your blog a short while ago, but I am thoroughly enjoy it, whether it make me chuckle of go Hmmm. Whatever you’re doing, keep on, it’s great!
October 20, 2009 at 6:19 pm
centria
Deborah, well you know I like your blog too. Glad to provide a chuckle. Hey, that means we’re both chuckling. Will now stop second-guessing myself every two days. (Yeah, right!) Big smile to you.
October 20, 2009 at 1:18 pm
Jessica Winder
Congratulations! You’re up in the top ten again. The shots with the new camera are great and you are obviously on top form with the daily commentary.
October 20, 2009 at 6:21 pm
centria
Jessica…thank you for your kindness. And for our email exchange, too. After I spilled my deepest feelings to you in that email, I felt a little silly. But you made me feel wonderful. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. As for this WordPress honor…Wow! I am still blinking saying, “this is an amazing gift today”. Every single time I start hesitating about this comittment/blog lately, the wordpress crew must have psychic connectors. Truly, Jessica, your email was wonderful. Thank you.
October 20, 2009 at 1:26 pm
Karen
I too just discovered your blog. I like how the pictures help to tell your story. I can smell the autumn day and leaves at the river. Your blog has texture! Karen
October 20, 2009 at 6:22 pm
centria
Karen, yes, the pictures actually do tell the story. And the blog has texture? Wow, what a lovely thing to say. We should both stick our noses outside our houses (or this library where I am right now) and smell the leaves again. Autumn is soon on its way out. Thanks, Karen, for stopping by. Please come again!
October 20, 2009 at 2:04 pm
PandaBox33
Oh yes, “smelling that autumn fallen-leave smell “. I was thinking the same thing while I was walking to get to the subway. Isn’t it great, that smell ?
Beautiful pictures. They do speak for themselves.
http://bazookah5.wordpress.com
http://pandabox33.wordpress.com
October 20, 2009 at 6:23 pm
centria
PandaBox, will check out your blog(s) too when my head stops reeling. Oh those autumn leaves are the best this time of year. And you just brought back memories of subway trips with my daughter in Manhattan and Washington DC. Ahhh, the city. I like the city ALMOST as much as the woods. As the regular readers could tell you. Thanks for stopping by and commenting.
October 20, 2009 at 2:07 pm
Gerry
Holy Wah, Kathy, there you are on the WP front page again. It must have been the high quality of the Michigan apples you graciously offered visitors last time! Way to go, Super-duper Yooper!
October 20, 2009 at 6:25 pm
centria
ha ha, Gerry, HOly Wah indeed! Although this time you would be proud of this level of maturity I am displaying. (Barry raises his eyes at this statement.) Wait til you read what I emailed the wordpress gurus. ha ha…this might be the last accolade. Unless I said them more apples. JUST KIDDING! Didn’t bribe any one. Yet.
October 20, 2009 at 2:18 pm
TheMooKooJoe
Awesome.
October 20, 2009 at 6:25 pm
centria
Thank you MooKooJoe!
October 20, 2009 at 2:23 pm
p.j. grath
I love everything about this post–the funniness, the seriousness, the beautiful visual images and the images I get from your words. (E.g., I see your fingers at work.) I particularly like the acknowledgement that we are all multifaceted and don’t have to speak in the same tone of voice all the time, every day.
As for those yellow fruits, what say you to horse gentian, also known as feverwort? I’m looking at WILD BERRIES & FRUITS FIELD GUIDE for Minnesota, Wisconsin and Michigan. Latin name of the plant is Triosteum aurantiacum, T. perfoliatum. “The alternating growth pattern of the leaves, and the flowers [later, berries] clustered in the leaf axils, make horse gentian easy to identify; once the berries develop, this plant can’t be confused with any other.” Sound good?
October 20, 2009 at 6:28 pm
centria
You know what’s funny, Pamela? I told Barry (my husband) about getting this kudo from wordpress and he said, “And it wasn’t even one of your better ones.” YIKES! I feel caught in the middle of a tennis volley. One person says one thing and the next says the other and you’re just bounced from one end of the court to the next.
BUt as for your magnificent finding, YOU should get the big award. Do you think it’s feverwort? I don’t have a book handy (well, I’m in a library but don’t know where to look without abandoning the computer station) but will look upon arrival home. You are probably right. And I am amazed that you could discover this. It would have been a sad post indeed if no one could identify that magnificent little plant.
Thanks so much!
October 20, 2009 at 2:33 pm
goldnsilver
Great pictures, the colours are beautiful. I would love to go to a country that went orange and yellow in autumn.
October 20, 2009 at 6:28 pm
centria
goldnsilver, I wish you could see our autumn colors too. You would love them! Thanks for liking the pictures.
October 20, 2009 at 2:51 pm
forgotwirelesspassword
Really spectacular photos. Love it.
October 20, 2009 at 6:29 pm
centria
Thank you! Glad you like it.
October 20, 2009 at 3:55 pm
Pretty Project
Ooooh, I LOVE the Underwater Rocks. I want to walk around barefoot in it.
http://www.theprettyproject.com
October 20, 2009 at 6:30 pm
centria
Oh dear Pretty Project, thank you so much for liking the underwater rocks. But you would NOT want to walk barefoot on these fellows. You know why? The water is so icy your toes would turn blue in six seconds. Except maybe you’re a stronger sort than I am. I am such a wimp. tried to swim in Lake Superior this summer and couldn’t even make it out past the knees. Will check out your blog later too!
October 20, 2009 at 4:39 pm
the Home Ec Teacher
Beautiful pictures. I love the name and theme of your blog–a reminder to stop and smell the crisp air of the season.
October 20, 2009 at 6:31 pm
centria
Thank you, Home Ec Teacher. (You just brought back memories of 7th grade Home Ec classes!) I think we should all go outside and enjoy these autumn days. Sometimes we just need a loving invitation. It’s so beautiful…even when it’s raining…like it was here today.
October 20, 2009 at 5:42 pm
Uninvoked
Underwater rocks is sooooooooooo pretty! <3
I'm glad your blog isn't moody and serious. There's way too many blogs like that out there.
October 20, 2009 at 6:32 pm
centria
Uninvoked, sounds like you are voting for the funny blogs! (You may have to stay away on certain days…big smile). Those rocks WERE beautiful. Glad you stopped by for a visit. Thank you.
October 20, 2009 at 7:23 pm
scikid
Those pics are so good! I wish i was in some of them right now.
October 21, 2009 at 1:33 pm
centria
Hi scikid, thanks! (You probably wouldn’t want to be outside right now. It’s pouring rain. But am headed out there soon…) Thanks for stopping by.
October 20, 2009 at 9:44 pm
Mike
nice pics
October 21, 2009 at 1:33 pm
centria
thank you mike! glad you like them.
October 20, 2009 at 10:05 pm
Rebecca
First time finding your blog. You write a bit like me, except more often. I totally agree about the multi-faceted you!
But, still they always like the humor best…except maybe if you can make ‘em cry a bit! 
-Rebecca
October 21, 2009 at 1:34 pm
centria
Yep, Rebecca, I would tend to agree with you. They DO seem to like to read the humor the best, at least the majority of people. But I am so NOT funny sometimes. Maybe should try the crying option a little more? Thanks for stopping by to read and comment.
October 20, 2009 at 10:32 pm
Kermit
I love the photos, too; and really enjoyed what you had to say afterwards. I’ve wanted to photograph my town, also, but right now a camera is all that is holding me back. But when I am ready, I was wondering how you plopped those beautiful pictures onto the page you were writing on. Do they insert easily? Keep up the fabulous work!
October 21, 2009 at 1:37 pm
centria
Kermit, you’ll just have to go out and get a camera. Mine is rather an inexpensive one (about $150). It’s actually quite easy to put the pics into a wordpress page. You put the cursor where you want the photo to go, and then press the first box by the words Upload/Insert. Then it basically walks you through the steps. You can put different sizes of photos into the text, depending on what you want. People seem to like seeing photos in blogs quite a bit. Thank you for your kind words.
October 20, 2009 at 11:41 pm
multilinguists
Love the thoughts in this post and the pictures are serene & beautiful!
Excellent eye…..What state are these lovely woods in?
October 21, 2009 at 1:38 pm
centria
We are in the lovely state of Michigan (the Upper Peninsula). I suppose the photos do look serene and peaceful. Thanks so much for commenting.
October 21, 2009 at 12:38 am
giveitasecondlook
These are GREAT. The underwater rocks picture is my favorite. Thanks for showing me something that I haven’t seen, I really appreciate your perspective.
http://giveitasecondlook.wordpress.com
October 21, 2009 at 1:39 pm
centria
Don’t you love it when we can see things in new and different ways? Glad you enjoyed the photos, and yep, I liked those underwater rocks as well. Will check out your blog, too.
October 21, 2009 at 12:44 am
sadiksha
just signed up for word press and decided to check out something and as they say “first impression is surely the last impression”I really liked reading your journal.Just felt like peeping leafing through someone’s personal diary .I really loved the beauty in your words and so in your photos
October 21, 2009 at 1:41 pm
centria
sadiksha, so you’re a newby on word press! That was me last December. I didn’t know ANYTHING here. Was so inexperienced. The first day maybe five people looked at the blog. It took quite a long time to get into the “groove” of writing here every day. So thanks for your words about leafing through somebody’s personal diary. Good thing I don’t really put any red-hot secrets in here, right? Big smile! Thanks again.
October 21, 2009 at 5:17 am
Harleigh Kyson Jr.
Your pictures are very pretty. I am wondering, however, whether there are fish in the Huron River.
Harleigh Kyson Jr.
October 21, 2009 at 1:42 pm
centria
Harleigh, your question had me laughing. You sure sound like a fisherman. I asked my husband what to reply and he said to tell you there are steelhead in there. (Not that he’s ever caught any. He tends to fish out on Lake Superior instead.) Thanks for reading.
October 21, 2009 at 9:30 am
MyBluHorizon
Nice thoughts and beautiful photos. Curiously, since you’re on a mission to spend time outdoors every day for 365 days, have you noticed any changes in your stress level and ability to sleep once now that you’re spending more times in nature, by the river, the waterfalls, smelling the leaves.
October 21, 2009 at 1:44 pm
centria
MyBluHorizon, what an interesting question. A very interesting question indeed. It has been a much more peaceful year. I hadn’t related that to this outdoor commitment, but perhaps it is. Spending so much time outdoors with nature has GOT to have an effect on our stress level. Glad you stopped by!
October 21, 2009 at 1:52 pm
MyBluHorizon
The purpose behind the question is that a Phd. by the name of Roger Ulrich has done numerous studies over the last twenty plus years that show the significant increase in health, etc., when nature is introduced into a persons environment, i know bad choice of words, but the interior business world and hospital environments, specifically. I actually created my website around that specific concept, trying to bring nature back to our cubicle world.
Have a great week.
Rasty
October 21, 2009 at 3:27 pm
Reggie
61 comments, Kathy!
On ONE post!!!!
OK, not all of them were from readers, many were your replies to their comments – but STILL!!!
HUGE CHEERS!!!
October 21, 2009 at 6:24 pm
centria
Yeah, Reggie, I am still kind of reeling from this day and all the hits and comments. Certain people around here make fun of me for responding to EVERY SINGLE comment (well, almost) but it seems important to honor whoever took time out of his or her day to say something. Whew. What a 24 hours it was. Thank you so much Reggie for your cheering support. You are great!
October 22, 2009 at 7:55 am
flandrumhill
Kathy, sometimes nature’s serious but other times, she’s funny. If you’re really in tune, you’ll write about both. And you do! Your posts always confirm our shared awe for nature.
October 22, 2009 at 6:03 pm
centria
Amy, you always say the most wise things. It’s just as simple as that, isn’t it? If we’re attuned to what’s happening in nature, we’re just writing down her moods and and scenarios and stories. I love what you just said! Thank you for putting it so succinctly.
October 23, 2009 at 7:16 am
flandrumhill
Glad you think so Kathy. I actually have a hat that was given to me by some friends that has ‘Wise Women of the Bog’ written on it. It was supposed to say ‘woman’ instead of ‘women’ but one of guys delegated the task of ordering the lettering to his secretary and something was lost in the translation. At least this way it looks like I belong to a group. A self-help one perhaps
October 23, 2009 at 5:25 pm
centria
from now on flandrumhill, you shall be known as the Wise Woman of the Bog here among your blogging friends. Stay tuned. We’ll undoubtedly be consulting with you left and right!
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Elisa's Spot
YES!!! Maybe these things come in yearly cycles like the Almanac? Maybe I’m just cheating ahead, viewing your blogs in my mind during sleep and then reading it the next day! SIGH!!! (yes i can sigh with an exclamation point! you may have actually heard it already at some point. If you did, thanks for not pointing it out.
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How to know which parts of ourselves are just white noise? Which ones detract, so to speak from what was to be experienced at a time. So many go on about thinking about nothing while meditating and experiencing, but the real bit is that we are complete. We carry a preference not to work with tiny numbers on some days, we carry a preference to whine to ourselves about trying to please others about what we write. We roil inside at the mind’s insistence at worrying about menu planning and grocery shopping, while also talking with ancestors and the voice of the wind in the trees while outside.
(I dislike that word We, most of those above Wes should probably be Is–not is but Is plural uses of the word I.)
Like that guy with the beer and the smokes in a way from your other, current blog. Some of what he says sounds like he’s using the right words, so that we/I can go yup and yet there are so many parts of him and his choices, that he’d choose differently if he were truly grounded and healthy. I think I’ve moved along into the area of wisdom, practice, usage, and just knowledge. I’m still holding onto the idea that knowing the difference between all of these things is vastly important.
Imagine the song from Sesame Street here: One of these things is NOT like the others…..similarities do not equate rightness, differences do not always equate wrongness.
Makes it seem silly to run to the river now to wash away all of that needing and wrestling and just to listen to the tinkle of the water washing all of it away until my insides light up like the brightest red leaf ever. Somehow THAT seems the most important, though it goes beyond all reason.